Walking in Faith

I had reached a point where I let the two jobs I have outside of the one that is most important to me, Heart Innergetics, take the front seat. Under pressure to create social media posts for three platforms, set up for events, maintain and create the employee schedule - among a long list of other things I do at this place - I kept pushing through. My first thought was: go to the gym, run home, change, and then off to work… many times coming home only to work on social media, then up again early to do it all over again. Days off, I would facilitate healing sessions. In some ways, it created a sense of comfort because it has allowed me to afford all I am creating.

At the same time, something deeper was happening - I was moving through many activations, psychic and energetic experiences that at some point I will speak more clearly about as to support others. However, the point is the toll it was taking on my physical, mental, emotional, and even spiritual connection within myself. There were times I wanted to drown in work to silence all I was experiencing. Instead, it created more weight on my whole being.

Some of the most prolific parts of my journey so far have been the awakening I have experienced through my heart - it is the greatest love that sees without ego and creates the greatest healings one can move through at levels so deep that no one or no thing can disrupt that truth no matter how much is thrown at you - you will always return to this space because it is the purest truth - and one can only know this through this space of experience and knowing - you realize your connection with all beyond the human.

At times I thought I had lost my ability to be in that level of love - walking through the fire in the most literal ways is not for the faint of heart. At this time I am experiencing a deep return (there are levels) - knowings and the dots connecting, yet still not exactly sure what that all means or where it’s leading me - maybe it is part of the calling to walk away from spaces that do not feel good in my body.

I have taken so many leaps of faith - I just want to walk in faith and not keep jumping towards the shift - because the shift is continuous.

This is my journey and the ascension process I am moving through, and no, it does not always look and feel pretty. The truth is there are old structures falling that feel they can control you and - well, they’re old structures that are falling.

We rise within - in our own power - and unite as one within that knowing and through the pure space of our heart, our truth, and the infinite gifts we bring into this world to share, remember, and help awaken in those who forgot what that even means.

Moving through the intensity right now, part of my new practice has been yoga and breathing - my body has not been able to handle the intense workouts and I was guided to try something new. To listen outside of the noise and all the ads that run for the million different ways we can feel better.

For me, I feel better through my own internal guidance, my heart, and learning to trust how I receive my messages. I feel it is important to start attuning yourself to remember how to listen - without the “shoulds” from all the ways information is projected at us.

My prayer is that we all truly start living in love and compassion for all Beings.

“Love is the force that restores balance and harmony to all things.”